.
i'm tired.
all i do is sleep this days.
and wake to restless eyes.
no rest. just sleep.
.
[my birthday is coming soon though]

the days are getting warmer.
i am getting more anxious.
twentyeightdays.
[please come quickly]

when i die
hallelujah by and by
i'll fly away.

the sun is gone.
the stars are out.
i'm tempted to drive into the night.
[never thinking twice]
and just go and go and go.
and see where i end up in the morning.
far from what tomorrow really holds.

if only if only.

Sooooon, my friends. soon.


[ i woke up this morning. and it was light outside. I thought that i had waaay overslept. but nope, the sun just decided to get up early. The birds were singing and things seemed nice.]

why does the world decieve me?